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lol... Sure Tonight..I'll figure out how too:) [Evision]
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2006-02-15 16:54:09 |
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Where in the hell have you been...I MISSED YOU!! 
[Denny]
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2006-02-15 11:31:05 |
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hey..i saw your comment on ifoundme
i made my diary public now:)
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2005-07-13 07:47:17 |
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Glad to see you are still writing (sometimes). I've started writing again too. Why did she go across the country and you stayed there? And, what kind of chips and dip??? [FemmeChick]
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2005-01-29 07:46:19 |
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I'm jealous of you. I wish that I had my own place but I'm too young.
You sound like you are doing better.
Take care.[tina014]
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2004-12-29 18:20:18 |
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nice to know that you are back[kiki017]
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2004-12-28 14:06:44 |
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I've wondered what happened to you. Not long ago, a family member started getting collection calls from some ass hole in Ohio. Needless to say....HE MET HIS MATCH. It does appear that kind of work is dangerous work. If you used your real name...you could get yourself killed very easy. The guy that was calling here was a total idiot! I fixed him by changing phone numbers. Glad you're back!! Are you still in Ft Lauderdale???[Denny]
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2004-12-19 11:14:26 |
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hey stranger good to see you are back...long distance relationships suck but if you can make it work all the power to ya...glad to see everything seems to be on the up for you[Exclaim]
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2004-12-18 01:07:57 |
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Hey stranger! I'm still lurking around... [bratgrl]
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2004-12-18 00:08:48 |
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Good luck with the Roommate/Girlfriend situation! Have you ever seen 'Single White Female'? Yeah... that was my last roommate situation. Scary Larry. I know roommate tension sucks... but my feeling is that a roommate is more temporary than an intimate relationship. Personally, if my 'girlfriend/boyfriend' felt uncomfortable to be with me because of my roommate... I would tell my roommate to knock off the attitude. Been there done that. Good luck. [Tammy5057]
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2004-10-07 18:54:40 |
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Do any of us :)? [Czarria]
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2004-06-16 15:59:23 |
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You "girl's" remind me of a male dog that walks into someones house....gets on the living room carpet, then hikes his leg! I don't think I could deal with the control issue that's so prevalent in lesbian relationships. [Denny]
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2004-05-21 09:53:01 |
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Long time no see hun. Just wanted to check up on you and such. Hope everything works out sweetie and I'll drop by more often ^_^ [MakenZero]
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2004-05-20 11:13:33 |
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There can be comfort in sameness.. :) [Czarria]
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2004-05-19 17:32:09 |
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I'm very strong on "putting up the sword"...keeping mouth shut in those types of instances. NOWHERE is road rage more prevalent, than FLORIDA. I have no idea WHY>>>> [Denny]
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2004-05-19 09:51:03 |
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So glad you're updating again. I've missed you. Not on MDD anymore - solely on Xanga as 'dirtyandshaken'. Please keep in touch regardless, okay? You can email me at dirtyandshaken@yahoo.com. Take care of yourself, and I'm glad all is well. ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2004-05-19 07:17:33 |
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ahh! I wrote my city name! I tried so hard to try to not mention it up till now. So hello buckeye, yeah I can understand not wanting to live here ever again, but hey, at least its not missisipi! :) [jaredsevilclone]
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2004-04-23 23:22:48 |
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Spent my refund months ago! **sigh**...can I visit ??? Help Spend yours? [Denny]
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2004-04-22 09:14:49 |
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denny, the bar is new (so you probably don't know it)... e-, i was there last saturday... sorry that i missed seeing you there. it has been a very really long time. sorry to hear about your grams... i know how close you were to her and how much you love her. *hugs* -sky [dreamincolor]
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2004-04-19 14:58:02 |
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Hi..hope you're ok...wish you'd start saying what bar's you frequent in Lauderdale....it would make me feel more at home with what I'm reading. Love, Den [Denny]
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2004-04-19 09:35:05 |
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I think anti anxiety meds might really really help you, from what I've read that you've shared. This entry should just show you, that money and love and everything good still won't make you at peace, until you find a way to be comfortable in your own skin. [Czarria]
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2004-04-14 19:16:58 |
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Hey, girl - Loneliness makes the nights tough, 'eh? I can feel it, and wish there was something I could do to help. Sometimes, though - you just need to sit in it for a while, and then you realize you're o.k. You eventually forget that being alone is scary, and learn to like it, even crave it. I was there a few years ago...I have faith that you'll find your way though. Take care, girl~ [SansMerci]
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2004-04-14 09:29:40 |
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I have people in my family who aren't happy at all, unless they BITCH 24 hours a day. I'm just happy there's a built-in HUMAN THING where people sleep, every once in a while! I can't stand it! There's nothing that will run someone away from you...who loves you...than to BITCH all the time! (((HUGS))) Denny [Denny]
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2004-04-06 09:39:26 |
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Its a lot to handle, all this happening in your life. Its far to rough a time to question someone's feelings for you. Perhaps your wonderings stem from the stress of your situation. You asked "When will it be about me?" I think our lives can't be about anything more than ourselves. We can only strive to find a place of selflessness. I have never found any strength except for that which I've known helping others. Thank you for reading my diary, I think yours is interesting as well. [jaredsevilclone]
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2004-04-03 15:55:04 |
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But at least you're thinking and not sweeping everything under a rug and ignoring it. I miss your updates. I wonder how you're doing all the time. keep your chin up. You're definitely worthy of caring about yourself. ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2004-03-02 09:20:27 |
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The most difficult thing to do in life is to not become attached...but, CONNECTED ... all at the same time! I'm working very hard on that right now! Especially, with Ilian still in Slovakia. [Denny]
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2004-02-28 22:38:04 |
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*hugs* [Czarria]
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2004-02-28 10:22:15 |
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My grandmother died on November 23, 2003, so I understand your pain. My yearning to talk to her one last time still hasn't lessened any. At least I'm to the point now where I don't cry everytime I think of her or see a photo of her. [jadechick]
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2004-02-24 16:26:53 |
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Your gram knows, and she is watching, smiling, happy for you. I'm so very sorry, girl. Take care of you, please? [SansMerci]
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2004-02-24 00:35:56 |
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sweetie, i know what thats like, only i find my grandfathers number in my phone, and break down into tears for atleast a good two hours. hang in there, be strong, because i know you are. it'll hit you soon, and then its all down hill from there, or so i'd like to think... love Me [shattered flutterby]
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2004-02-23 17:13:25 |
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I know right now you can't even get your brain around it, but when you do, know that your grandma loves you as much, even more, than you love her, more than you can comprehend, and where she's at, she still feels your love and is watching over you. She wouldn't want you to hurt. [Czarria]
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2004-02-22 17:47:45 |
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I went thru the exact same thing when my grandma died in 1999. Then, went thru it again when my mentor died last year. I still haven't gotten over her not being at phones length...(((hugs))) The weather is awesome, isn't it? I should be moving to Miami South Beach some time soon... [Denny]
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2004-02-21 07:03:49 |
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you sound like me after i lost my father a few years back...just thought you would like to know that someone understands [Exclaim]
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2004-02-20 23:16:51 |
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you and me both! i have the most amazing woman, as do you! lol. but they're completely diff. ppl! i'm glad you're flying home tomorrow, you sound like its what you need. love me [shattered flutterby]
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2004-02-19 19:21:56 |
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Hurry back, I think you being away is the reason that Florida is tilted to the west coast, giving us all these cold nights!! [Denny]
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2004-02-16 17:10:22 |
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i wish that saying I was sorry didn't sound so trite and lacking. I wish I could help you in some way. We love you. [Czarria]
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2004-02-15 18:20:19 |
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I'm sorry to hear about your Grams. I know how much you loved her. Take care of yourself... I know it's hard when it's all so overwhelming. I'll keep my thoughts with you. ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2004-02-13 11:50:54 |
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I'm happy there was at least a silver lining in your dark cloud.I know you're looking forward to getting back home. I love Florida too. Never thought I would say that, either. x Den [Denny]
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2004-02-11 20:42:59 |
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Sorry to hear about your loss. [bratgrl]
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2004-02-11 18:08:40 |
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i know what its like to love a grandparent so dearly, i loved my grandfather. its hard living without them, but with time passing, it gets a little easier, but you'll still think about them all the time. My mother still and will always deny that i'm gay. i've told her and she refuses to believe it, its just a phase she says. yea w/e. so anyways i hope things get better for you and i hope your mom can "come to terms" (used for lack of better words) with your sexuality. its such a wonderful thing to be a lesbian, because we are different. and diversity is power! love me [shattered flutterby]
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2004-02-11 18:08:03 |
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I'm sorry about your grandma [SouthernSweetie227]
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2004-02-11 17:21:47 |
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Sorry to hear of your loss - Better Inward [Evil Mo Fo]
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2004-02-11 09:02:04 |
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I'm sorry for your loss. [Exclaim]
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2004-02-10 23:22:50 |
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(((HUGS))) Love, Denny [Denny]
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2004-02-10 22:28:22 |
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I am so sorry for your loss. I'm poor with words in sorrowful situations and to keep from the typical cliches, again I am so sorry. [Avresa]
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2004-02-10 22:21:41 |
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I'm so sorry about your gram. Young! It isn't her time, and I know you're feeling that. Take care, and go see her when you can. [SansMerci]
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2004-01-31 02:11:09 |
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sorry about your gram...best wishes and prayers go out to her...good to see that all else is fine for you [Exclaim]
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2004-01-29 10:42:03 |
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This one hit me close to home. My grandma is only 69 and we've been dealing with her declining health, and her mortality is sneaking into my brain. [Czarria]
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2004-01-29 09:59:20 |
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Honey, we have to always take the rain with the sunshine. I'm sorry your Gram is having a major problem. I know how important they can be. I really miss mine. Love, and (((hugs))) den [Denny]
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2004-01-29 09:41:48 |
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I feel ya on the sleeping situation...I can't sleep at night anymore either...I even cut out all caffien and it's of no difference [Exclaim]
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2004-01-20 14:38:27 |
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How did the roast come out...? And, well, as an afterthought..where's the girl formerly known as crush girl? (too long, shortened to tgfkacg) You two o.k., friends, ?? [SansMerci]
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2004-01-19 14:30:52 |
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Boy, Andi's got it bad~ *lol* Hey, woman - good to see something short and sweet, without drama. You need some easy days in your life. Take care~ [SansMerci]
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2004-01-14 09:08:29 |
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Hmmm... I could sure go for some sex right now, too. Maybe at midnight, you should reach for me and skip the flat bread and cheese? Wish I were local : ) ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2004-01-09 06:53:50 |
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Sex is good...from what I remember! Or was that a cheese sandwich?....hmmmm [Denny]
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2004-01-08 07:41:33 |
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girl, what's going on...? You aren't talking to us enough, hon~ Pals, right? [SansMerci]
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2004-01-07 22:37:09 |
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E DOGG! Write! MORE! If you do, I'll visit every day and leave a billion comments! [Gootee Again]
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2004-01-07 00:31:15 |
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Hang in there...guess we're all going thru hell right now. Love, Den [Denny]
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2004-01-06 07:47:45 |
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I am glad that you have found peace and happiness. :) Kate [WolfSpirit19]
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2004-01-02 17:28:14 |
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It's good to know that things are alright. I'm not sure what's gone on in your life to change it but I am glad you found some peace. [Exclaim]
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2004-01-02 10:12:54 |
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Here's wishing you the very best in 2004!!! Love, Denny [Denny]
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2004-01-02 06:38:10 |
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Haven't seen you in quite awhile. [MakenZero]
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2004-01-01 22:30:43 |
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So glad to see you've made it back 'home', even if its just for a short visit. I've never been able to bring myself to take this one off my list, even though I know you don't really write here anymore. I think yours is one of three diaries I started reading years and years ago. It's nice to come back and be nostalgic, even if it's sometimes painful, isn't it? The same way with my old Liberty journal... ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2003-12-17 09:47:48 |
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So, are you coming back ~home~ ? ;) Missing being here, hanging out the way we do *grin* [SansMerci]
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2003-12-16 23:50:47 |
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Glad to see you're back! You were definately missed. Love, Den [Denny]
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I need to try good jello shots for once. To celebrate the begin of summer last year i got piss drunk with crappy ones and brandy. I woke up with swastikas, penises, and crosses on my face (i will never get drunk with the Mike and Howard group again). Anyways, thx for leavin a comment. Wow, we are so dam different, but kinda the same problem. Into the wrong kinda girls and just want there to be for us. Funny how the internet can do that. How else can you find only one degree of separation between a 15 year old Jewish Bipolar and a 25 year old lesbian? Hope you update. [Wnope]
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2003-10-31 00:35:30 |
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Hope you update soon, though I'm sure you are doing just fine. [Freedoms Wings]
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2003-09-09 14:13:31 |
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Hey friend, thanks for your comments. Unfortunately, Wachovia is the other bank tangled up in this trial mess. I don't know if you read my entry from last weekend, but they offered me account about two weeks ago, then yanked it back because I'm in their system under their Loss Management department, tied in from the trial mess. Great suggestion, but with that, it won't work. We are looking into doing the same thing with a different bank. Thanks for thinking of me. Update soon, willya? ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2003-08-15 12:32:07 |
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Are you still seeing mystery guy? ;) Wow, you sure did shop! Is your salary going to last the month? Seem to remember you complaining about being broke ;) [Kisa]
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2003-08-11 08:49:49 |
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YAY for Jello shots! [bratgrl]
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2003-08-10 19:45:13 |
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So you were ridding yourself of a partner recently? I haven't been reading for a long time :) [Kisa]
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2003-07-25 05:35:24 |
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I wish you luck with your job. [Freedoms Wings]
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2003-07-16 00:48:06 |
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Gawd girl you used to write in this thing alllll da time. Whats going on? Well I was just saying hi AGAIN, cuz you know I just have to check on you. Well I started a journal on here, finally. I mean I figured why not considering I have been in your journal a few times. Later!!! -Grub [_Sunflower_]
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2003-07-14 15:19:09 |
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you have quite an uncle... hehe... [invisyblninja]
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2003-07-10 02:26:41 |
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I have a delinquent visa platinum card :) Hehehe well sort of I am paying it off I guess.Anyway just saying hi...good to see you are still writting in this thing.Peace love and hairgreese. P.S.Buy the Evanecence cd you'd love it. Sunflower::da pimp wid da caddie http://www.livejournal.com/i_like_g irls502[i_like_girls502]
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2003-07-01 23:43:42 |
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time to sell your body. [Infinite Love]
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2003-07-01 21:45:48 |
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::huggles:: Good to see you!!!! [MakenZero]
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2003-07-01 17:22:17 |
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Hey E, you might have some tough times coming up but you have lived through everything else thus far right? And life will go on. I've read you forever enough to know how totally kick ass you are...I miss reading less censored entries...Now it just seems like they are in code....but I can pick up on a lot of it...have a good week --- [Avresa]
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2003-06-23 20:36:06 |
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Yes.. you shouldn't have to go through all this pain all the time when it comes to "love". We all have our times where it DOES hurt, but it shouldn't hurt all the time. I think you made the right decision for yourself. [Czarria]
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2003-06-23 09:40:14 |
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stay strong....the next week will be the hardest. you will be dying to call, dying to have some sort of contact with her. ive been down that road, and was weak, kept going back and just going through the same shit again. i hope you make all the right decisions for you. let her come to you if she wants you back. [DaisyRose]
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2003-06-22 23:33:14 |
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Does this mean no more Crush Girl? I'm sorry you had to make a decision, but you're right - we have to make them all the time. Whatever decision you made, you'll work it out. Sometimes forbidden is okay - I'm five years into what was once "forbidden". You just never know - you usually find love in the most unlikely places. Is it by any chance the attorney woman you were doing work for? Just curious. ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2003-06-22 20:52:36 |
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I just got done watching the first whole season with my mom... ::shakes head:: So uncomfortable when watching it with a parent or a girl in fact.. Maybe if it was you though... ^_~ lol. Hey toots keep taking care ok. You'll be strong whatever decision y ou make the right one you did is by coming here and talking about. We got you covered have a good day. [MakenZero]
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2003-06-22 19:58:00 |
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It's not that difficult to use html codes:)You should try it. [sancia]
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2003-06-20 15:00:18 |
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I wasn't good at HTML codes either but I found a website that I use its: http://www.funky-chickens.com [lil_virgin]
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2003-06-19 11:22:44 |
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you rule, Eri. If I liked vagina, you'd be my first one. haha [jovialison]
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2003-06-19 11:04:54 |
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Yeah I feel the same way.. I keep repeating the same mistakes as well -_-... [MakenZero]
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2003-06-19 11:03:53 |
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BETTER INWARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you. [Sowhatilikegirls]
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2003-06-19 09:43:18 |
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the arrows I spoke of are the arrows on the comma and period keys...so hitting the comma and period, this is what it should look like: ,i. and ,/i. for on/off italics and ,b. and ,/b. for on off bold I don't know colors, but here's a start. [Better Inward]
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2003-06-19 09:41:14 |
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()b() i the arrows for italic the arrows for bold at the end, /i or /b in the arrows make any sense? someone showed me, so I figure I'd pass the knowledge [Better Inward]
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2003-06-19 09:38:27 |
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Profound is overrated anyway. Hang tough! There's enough stars in the sky for everyone. You'll get yours. (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-06-19 08:07:28 |
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I'm glad you updated. I've missed you, and was wondering what you've been up to. ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2003-06-19 07:23:09 |
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::hugs:: [MakenZero]
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2003-06-19 00:05:39 |
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yeah i hate that "groggy overslept feeling" too..tell me about it. *smiLes* [unforgivable sinner]
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2003-06-18 02:37:56 |
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Hey! I'm still reading. [Freedoms Wings]
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2003-06-15 09:36:30 |
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SOunds like you have a little incentive. What're you going to do with the extra ca$h? Treat yourself, dah-ling - you deserve it (you KNOW you do!) [SansMerci]
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2003-06-14 23:51:11 |
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that's great about your job...hope everything works out well in the future with it! [Exclaim]
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2003-06-14 13:50:50 |
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You are so funny! I love your diary! Can I steal your "Before I die" thing??? :) Good luck on deciding which job to take. Keep writing! [Kid_Tallica]
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2003-06-13 22:51:23 |
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You'll get there. I've "known" you for nearly three years, and I see no reason why you can't accomplish every single thing on that list. Challenge yourself daily. People forget to do that. Thanks for your comment regarding my mother. Confusing times. ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2003-06-12 07:07:57 |
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I really liked this entry...something about it...can't put my finger on it...but I liked it... [Avresa]
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2003-06-12 04:08:00 |
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you forgot one thing dear....buy yourself a new keyboard. (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-06-12 01:50:49 |
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AWWW ::huggles:: You do what you wanna do babe. [MakenZero]
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2003-06-12 00:48:03 |
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i'm so jealous that you have so many real goals!....i know what that i want to be an adolesant psychologist specializing in music theraoy...i guess that's pretty specific but that's pretty much the only thing i have planned... [I leave bite marks]
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2003-06-12 00:25:34 |
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I hear you.... and the hardest part of the whole damned list is always "loving yourself"... I suspect (wouldn't know yet,never really completely gotten there) once you achieve that li'l doozie... all the other crap falls into place. [Jaded_hope]
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2003-06-11 23:50:40 |
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my keyboard does the same shit and it pisses me off. DAMN COMPAQ!!!!!!! I added you to my faves. I hope that's ok. [Going Under]
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2003-06-08 23:21:45 |
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^_^ at least nothing bad is happen too much. You are a very awesome lady!!! Miss you like crazy!!! hey that rhymed!! [MakenZero]
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2003-06-08 01:26:51 |
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*hugs* why does this have to be so fucking hard? [Czarria]
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2003-06-07 21:36:14 |
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Maybe it's time that you seriously think about breaking things off with Crush Girl. [secret_treefrog]
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2003-06-06 21:50:49 |
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I don't know the situation you have with Crush Girl except for what you write in here, but if I were Crush Girl, heaven and earth could not keep me from someone that I loved. If she really wanted to come and see you, she would find a way. [jadechick]
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2003-06-06 13:28:42 |
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Firstly what i would like to comment on is crush girl . WHAT SHE SAYS IS NOT TRUE. Probably she's angry (not at you) at the fact that both of you hardly see each other and feels that there's no point investing in this relationship. She thinks it's going nowhere coz no matter how hard both of you try, it always turn sour. Why not you try talking things out.*hUGs*² feel better? Yeah, take care and good luck with crush girl. [unforgivable sinner]
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2003-06-06 01:55:42 |
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it doesn't sound healthy what you have with Crushgirl. My advice, get out. or at least change it and move on. [Infinite Love]
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2003-06-05 13:04:54 |
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Can i ask a question? I don't know much about what else is going on in your life, but what is stopping you from going to where she is? Instead of waiting for her, why don't you go there and see what happens? If there isn't anything in Florida that is truly tying you down by necessity (i.e. owning a house, career, etc.), then I propose you should take a chance and just GO. Who knows what will happen? but maybe this is just all wishful thinking. all the best.. [Pancake]
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2003-06-05 12:48:48 |
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Hey sugar. I feel your pain all too well. I love you! [Gootee Again]
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2003-06-05 12:17:41 |
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Yet another dejavu (probably didn't spell that right) between us again... [proudestmonkey]
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2003-06-05 08:45:15 |
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Hey I left you that annonymous note on accident I didn't know that I wasn't logged in. by the way, I loooooveee lesbians and I loooooveee beer too. what do ya know? [Going Under]
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2003-06-04 23:48:58 |
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I want all of that too, especially the come home from work and lay on the one I love's lap. I'm starting to wonder if it ever will happen. Anyway, if this "crush girl" is worth it, you will know in your heart and work through it all. best of luck to ya! come by and visit my diary. I'm not very interesting, but I make myself laugh sometimes.... peaceout [Anonymous]
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2003-06-04 23:45:33 |
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That salsa business sounds good. Perhaps you can get rich and have a company of your own...but the best thing is you do not have to do collections anymore..take care. Hope to hear from you soon. [unforgivable sinner]
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2003-06-04 02:35:31 |
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Hey, Sometimes it is just nice to stay in and make salsa and relax. We need nights to stay at home too and just have a break so we can prepare for the stuff we have to do that lies ahead of us. Glad you had fun the other night- it is great to meet new people. :) K [WolfSpirit19]
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2003-06-01 13:59:41 |
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hey, i hate being in on a Sat. night. So boring. Working sucks also. Im still tryin to find me a job. maybe it would be easier if i was just a little bit older.. lol take care ~Brandee [lesbianfacinlife]
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2003-06-01 13:12:47 |
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dude, that is so NOT normal to not have a period for 4 months sweetie! when your insurance kicks in, you should get a dr. appt... if you have not already had one recently. i'm sorry to hear about the possible loss of friend/girl who may have led you on, you know who i'm talking 'bout. life and people just suck sometimes. but it does make you appreciate all the good things in your life you have right now. [Dreamincolor]
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2003-05-31 21:08:40 |
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i wish I could stop crying, and fix us both. [Czarria]
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2003-05-30 20:46:07 |
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no period for 4 months? that's not really good for your body. i would only get periods sporadically like that too, then when i was 18 i was diagnosed with PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome). look up the symptoms on google, just in case. there are a lot of websites out there about it. not trying to scare you, but you never know. happy friday! [Pancake]
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2003-05-30 10:39:50 |
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bleeding doesn't make you insane...it jkust reminds you that you already are! =-0) [FemmeChick]
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2003-05-30 09:39:17 |
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I think I thrive off of attention, too. Not as much as before the trial and I lost a good portion of my confidence and self-esteem, but it's like a drug. Have you thought about being checked out for any sort of chemical imbalance? Have you ever been to a doctor about not having regular periods? I only ask because I have a hormone imbalance. For awhile, I would go back and forth every two weeks between being like I was pregnant (irritable, weird hunger cravings, crying all the time) then two weeks later, it would be like menopause (hot flashes, etc.). It took months to figure out what the problem was. But it was so hard on me mentally, because I was depressed one minute, anxiety would set in, then all of a sudden I'd be fine. Just a thought. Hoping you find comfort : ) ~Andi [Miss Holly Golightly]
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2003-05-30 07:48:31 |
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::kisses her hands:: just get a good nights rest... [MakenZero]
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2003-05-30 00:04:20 |
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Personally, i think it would be hard to focus on the positive rather than the negative. I think there's so much negativity in our lives that sometimes we feel FUCKED UP over certain issues. And at the end we give up hope. But it all arrows down to the word : TRY. Everyone should try. Right? Yeah, it's great hearing that you have lot's of "love" in your life. Take care . Hope to hear from you soon. [unforgivable sinner]
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2003-05-28 02:15:21 |
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I'm glad you have a list of things you like. It works for me. I keep in my Palm Pilot :) [Campanati]
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2003-05-27 23:09:18 |
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You are an inspiration. [Czarria]
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2003-05-27 08:53:48 |
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Maybe you should consider doing what I do. Have a diary at a completely different site that no one knows about. [bratgrl]
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2003-05-26 13:21:00 |
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that was quite an interesting entry, i enjoyed what you like about foods,kissing,and what not. I'm sure alot of people question if they have found their soulmate or when will they, they want somethin more in life...i know....but sometimes, the best way is to have it unexpected...for example i didnt even want my girlfriend to begin with...i was scoping out another girl,but things went differently, and now i love my girlfriend and i'm glad things didnt work out with the girl i was scoping... [StArXeN X]
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2003-05-26 11:57:17 |
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I wanna tan!!! It hasn't been sunny or above 60 in forever!!! I hate New ENgland weather!!! [FemmeChick]
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2003-05-25 21:32:20 |
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i wish that i had your patience and ability to be able to write out all your feelings and emotions...you're lucky you can express yourself so well... [I leave bite marks]
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2003-05-25 21:16:50 |
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at least your fine and beautiful [Infinite Love]
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2003-05-25 11:18:51 |
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wish I could cheer you up! [MakenZero]
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2003-05-24 23:07:42 |
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you've got a cool way of writing in your diary...I'm adding you to my favorites...BTW nice pic..:) [26FNC]
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2003-05-23 03:07:41 |
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I noe..it hurts not being able to be with the one you love. We can't always have things going in our way right?. Go read my entry titled "sick" and you will know what i mean. [unforgivable sinner]
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2003-05-20 00:21:29 |
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One thing about seeing other people - it will clarify where you two are with each other in a hurry. Either you'll hate seeing other people, and realize you should be together, or you'll like it or get used to it, in which case maybe it's not meant to be. Problem is when one person feels one way and the other feels differently...by the sounds of it, you'd be worried that she would like seeing other people too much... [Campanati]
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2003-05-19 16:01:35 |
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I don't believe in seeing other people. I think it's best to try all you can until you know there can't be. If you feel that way about her, June isn't so far away and maybe things will work out naturally. [sancia]
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2003-05-19 15:58:17 |
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Hey Girl, I hope that you get things resolved with Crush Girl. Maybe you guys should take a break and see other people, then you will really know on what basis of how much you care for each other. Do you know what I mean? Distance is really hard and can play havoc on a relationship. I am actually a bisexual, but more on the lesbian side, and have been since I was 12. I am going on 19 now. Good luck with everything, hope it all works out ok. Feel free to write in my journal if you need to vent. And yes, it is good that you are taking breaks to rejuvinate your spirit. Lotsa Lez/BiBi Love, xoxoxo, Luv Kate [WolfSpirit19]
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2003-05-19 12:06:37 |
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http://www.cafepress.com/peaceandun ity(all profit goes to Childreach plan projects) [childpeace]
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2003-05-19 11:57:56 |
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you're hair turning pink reminds me of Frenchy in Grease. You're Frenchy. [Infinite Love]
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2003-05-17 23:41:53 |
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I'd tell them to call your lawyer next time they want to talk. They just get you in and out with keys as quick as possible. I'd be not so nice with them, kick their asses. There's isn't much in life that I loathe as much as car dealerships. They all work for Satan as far as I'm concerned. Good Luck...(: [RIPSRV]
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2003-05-17 20:41:25 |
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why won't you go to dinner by yourself? nothing wrong with it. [kool aid test]
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2003-05-17 19:47:11 |
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hey we all talk too much, even the quiet ones... The mind it's always up in your head! ::ebil laugh:: ok ok sorry [MakenZero]
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2003-05-17 19:09:04 |
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they steal Honda's because they're thieves and nothing more. It's because it's one of the most popular vehicles and they can disperse the parts quickly and with ease. If the parts weren't so expensive you think they'd just go buy the parts?? Thieves have no conscience about this. [RIPSRV]
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2003-05-17 13:38:09 |
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BTW, they steal Honda's because the parts are so freaking EXPENSIVE, I worked for Honda for years so I know. They rip off every Honda owner. The average markup is 400 per cent! ( Note, most Acura parts say HONDA on them and cost even more!) All they want are usually A. The seats. Each front seat sells for about 3 grand new. So these petty thieves steal the seats and sell them to body shops for a grand, the body shop bills the insurance for 3 grand...see how this works? B. Misc other pieces. The police usually find the cars, minus wheels, seats, radios, sunroofs, occassionally trunk lids or hoods, depending on what the car at the body shop needs. Myself, I don't understand it at all. Honda's are pieces of crap, really. Give me a Toyota or Nissan any day. Ok, now that you know more about Honda's than you ever wanted to know, I'll shut up now. :) [Lynn Turtledove]
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2003-05-17 00:02:38 |
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It's always bothered me...why do some people think that other people's shit is theirs? I hate people who steal...and to hold someone's life out there too? Serious shit for brains. thks for coming by...great to hear you're a Mayer fan. You've got good taste. ohh another one, Rufus Wainwright...I love him. If you haven't heard him and have time, take a listen and tell me what you think? tc, rip (: [RIPSRV]
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2003-05-16 00:40:31 |
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yes living with people, with ANYONE, sucks. that's why i've given up on it... strictly me and my kitties now... [kool aid test]
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2003-05-16 00:22:07 |
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there is an 1/1 open right next to me... 575/mo utlities and water included, full kitchen and lil fenced in yard for rock... [Dreamincolor]
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2003-05-15 23:29:42 |
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Girl, take care of yourself ! you're showing exhaustion, both physical and emotional. I wish your crush lived closer - you might be able to relax a little instead of always wondering what's going to hit you next. *hugs* Stay safe~ [SansMerci]
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2003-05-15 19:00:38 |
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Ugh! Let's all just move to the moon... [FemmeChick]
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2003-05-15 18:07:58 |
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Isn't that the way it always is? you write what I am thinking, and vice versa? [proudestmonkey]
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2003-05-15 11:37:28 |
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I also agree that living with people sucks. OSmetimes its fun but this year its been shit and I am putting myself through it again by living with 3 other people next year. I am so stupid [SurferUK]
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2003-05-15 06:02:16 |
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My god thats really awful. I hope you are ok M xx [SurferUK]
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2003-05-15 06:00:50 |
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I can sympathize with you. It sucks, hurts and feels weird all at one time, some times. Sweet Dreams :) ~*Court*~ [irish_poet]
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2003-05-14 23:43:26 |
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Congrats, Doll. *grin* Glad your still about, and eh, have a drink for me when you next do. *grin* Take care of yourself, and keep smiling. *hugs* - Monday [Monday Blues]
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2003-05-14 14:11:10 |
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hey you congrats on the 500 entry and I am still here reading and looking forward to the next 500 entries in order to congratulate you on your 1000. Glad to see you are still happy and smiling Love xxx [SurferUK]
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2003-05-14 07:41:25 |
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hmm, phone sex. not as good as the real thing, but still, more than i'm getting... [kool aid test]
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2003-05-14 00:29:45 |
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SIX FEET UNDER IS THE GREATEST SHOW! HOW REAL IS IT?! We just got in in France and I'm only on the episode where Brenda asked Nate to marry her... don't tell me what happens next! [Psychelectronicgirl]
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2003-05-12 16:19:06 |
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Happy 500 babe.... Hope your ok... I just noticed we really do act alike. Like all fun and smiles when out in the world but when you get home you seem confined in that area and it just seems lonely... Eh I'm not making sense sorry! [MakenZero]
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2003-05-12 15:06:50 |
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500! That's a lotta meatballs! [F.B.I.]
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2003-05-12 12:17:07 |
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I started out dying my hair completely blonde, when through several colors of blonde, then evolved into just doing highlights. Now I'm a red head and get more compliments/attention than I did as a blonde. The difference was amazing! I'm sure whatever u decide to do will be fine! [Bubbly Blonde]
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2003-05-12 10:58:59 |
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Phone sex... I haven't done that in a LONG time. [secret_treefrog]
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2003-05-12 01:06:09 |
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wow congrats on 500 entries. I keyed in on the phone sex SEVERAL times. you lucky! [Infinite Love]
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2003-05-11 23:31:29 |
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:) [Czarria]
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2003-05-11 21:49:57 |
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Wow...entry 500! I had a friend that used to sit around in her prom dress...just to get some use out of it,...strange girl. [FemmeChick]
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2003-05-11 21:31:58 |
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when you really love someone... i don't think you ever really get over it. that's what love is, i think. [kool aid test]
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2003-05-11 19:36:17 |
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It makes sense. [sancia]
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2003-05-11 07:30:36 |
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Number 1 fan right here!!!! Happy Early 500th entry!! [MakenZero]
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2003-05-11 02:49:06 |
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Ugh...you make me remember things that happened when I think about relationships with certain people, and how I miss the "us" part in that relationship. [PrometheusX]
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2003-05-11 02:33:31 |
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I think we all have that one that we never get over and think about from time to time. Mine has become my muse. c'est la vie. [Infinite Love]
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2003-05-11 02:28:04 |
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you are good enough. it's learning to see that in yourself that is the hard part. but once you see it... everyone around you will, too. [kool aid test]
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2003-05-10 19:16:34 |
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if your ego is down, just try workin somethin out, i wouldnt consider myself the finest peep out here, but you'd be surprised on how many chicks do think your hot and all, as for "her", find a way to see her, if you really need to see her, then go for it... [StArXeN X]
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2003-05-10 13:57:52 |
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